Holy Week Thoughts

Holy Week.

The most sacred time in the church year.

As we begin the Triduum, I always like to reflect on what this all really means.  For me, this is when I truly see Jesus as human.

The Last Supper; This is when Jesus gives us the most important gift; the Eucharist. And he did this by breaking bread with his friends. What a great reminder to take the time to share a meal with those you love. Family dinners are a great way to reconnect in this busy world. Even if it can't happen everyday, I would encourage you to set a goal of family dinner once a week.

Jesus knew he was going to die. And he knew it was to save us. But for that brief moment in the garden, when he asks his Father to take the burden away, we see that Jesus is a lot like us.  To see him vulnerable is an incredible moment for me. I am guilty of feeling as though my struggles are more than others. I think we all can be that way. But knowing Jesus felt that way, yet still accepted his fate, which was death on a cross, reminds me to face challenges head on and with courage.
I have known several people who have suffered greatly from illness and disease. Health issues that would eventually take their lives. And these people knew this would happen.  And I believe it was because of their deep faith and relationship with Jesus that they were able to accept that death was coming, make peace with it, and die with dignity and grace. (I'm talking about you, JJ!)

As a mother, I also think about Mary. How difficult it must have been to watch your only son be persecuted, tortured and nailed to a cross. I had the privilege of attending the Agnus Dei presentation last weekend at St. Eds.  Paula Moore, who has a gorgeous voice, sang a song called "Silently". The song was about Mary as she silently stood in the crowd and watched her son travel to his death. It was a beautifully haunting reminder of the great faith of Mary. As the tears streamed down my face, I put myself in Mary's shoes. What grief she must have felt watching her son suffer, yet her constant faith allowed her to do what God asked her to do so many years ago; bear the Son of God and watch him suffer and die.

So as we enter into these last days of Lent, let's try to focus on the real meaning of it all; we live because HE died.

Wishing you a safe and blessed Easter!

Lent: How ya doin'?

Hi friends!

We are making our way through the Lenten season.
How's it going?
Are you keeping up with your Lenten goals?

I'll be honest. This Lent has not been the best for me. I really challenged myself to focus on prayer and I have not done much to make my relationship with God stronger.
I swore I would pray the rosary daily.
Then I backed off and said well maybe a few times a week.
Then I went even further and decided a rosary once a week would be ok.
You know how many rosaries I've said? ZERO.

I've spent more time talking about my lack of follow through of my goals than sticking to any goals.

So today I woke up and decided that it was time to change.

I know change doesn't happen overnight. It takes time. It takes hard work. It takes dedication (something I don't always have). So I spent some time browsing the incredible shelf of resources in the youth office and decided to start some spiritual reading. I will begin reading Henri Nouwen's "Can You Drink From The Cup". It is a short book that I have heard about from many friends in ministry. My hope is that by starting small, with this book, it will spark something inside me. It will help me refocus on the things that are important, like prayer and taking time to feed my spiritual soul.
It's not a rosary every day, but maybe this is a better goal for me.

I challenge you to take some time to evaluate where you are with your own Lenten goals.
And if you feel like they aren't working, try to determine why. Maybe you need a new goal.

Remember that NCYC feeling? Or the feeling you had after Kairos? I know how those fabulous experiences made me feel! They made me feel on FIRE for my faith. How we keep that fire alive is the challenge. Daily life is not NCYC or Kairos. But there is beauty and joy and faith wrapped into every part of every day. We just need to watch for it.

As always, please watch the high school youth ministry facebook page for all that is happening.
You can always go to www.waterloocatholics.org and click the youth ministry button on the homepage for information.

Until next time......
Annie

51 Days Later. Where are You?

Hi friends!

It's been 51 days since we returned from NCYC.
51 days since we were on the mountaintop.

Think back to that feeling you had the first night we marched into Lucas Oil Stadium.
Remember the energy.
The floor was shaking from the music and from the lively jumping of 24,000 teens.
It was pretty awesome.

Remember how Fr. Leo challenged us to get out there and be disciples.

Remember Paul J. Kim throwing down some pretty amazing beats.

Remember the next morning how Chris Padget told us how we must make praying to our holy mother, Mary a priority.

Remember that feeling of true grace and warmth when the blessed sacrament was processed in for adoration. Remember how 24,000 teens, the same teens who 24 hours earlier we dancing and jumping and going crazy, fell SILENT before the body of Christ.

Remember how Dr. Carolyn Woo told us to listen to God's plan for us, even if it's not what we think it should be. He knows better than us.

Remember watching HUNDREDS of priests and bishops process in for mass.

Remember the experience of mass, the source and summit, with 24,000 of your new friends.

Remember coming home on the bus and sharing what you were bringing home from NCYC.

Now - how are you doing?
Have you kept the promises you made to yourself when you came home from NCYC?
Are you praying?
Have you been going to mass on Sunday?
Have you stopped by the adoration chapel to say hi to Jesus?
Have you treated others as children of God?
Are you living a life that is pure and chaste?
Are you being the light of Christ to others?

I know it is hard to come back to reality. I struggle with this as an adult, so I know it must be very difficult for you as teens.

As we inch closer to the season of Lent, I challenge you to go back to that NCYC place in your heart.
Think of ways you can keep that feeling alive in you and ways to share it with others.

MAKE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD A PRIORITY!

Youth Ministry has lots of great stuff happening.
- Check out our Facebook page for the latest info: search Waterloo Catholic Youth Ministry
- Bible study will be happening every Wednesday night at 8:00pm in the youth room at Columbus. Take advantage of this opportunity to be with peers and dig into scripture.

Look for details on an NCYC reunion in early February. We shared something special as a group, so it's important to come back together and check in.

As always, I am here for you.
I love you all.

Peace,
Annie